Well, time flies. It's the beginning of the new semester of year 3 study. During the period of time when i was kinda missing from the 'scene', many changes have been happening in my life.
This is an image that i got it from a friend and i found that it best suits my mess feeling right now. I felt like digging a hole under and hide inside everyday when i woke up from the bed and i knew that i've got to face the reality. Life is like a riding bicycle, you don't fall when you stop pedaling.
I believed that everyone has their own secret, and me too. It's hard not to look back. Sometimes it seems like we sugar coat the past, make it much more shiny that it really was. I knew that it is only get it or give up, there's no other choice. Beauty outside, beast inside. How long do i need to wake up from the nightmare?
It's sad when someone you know becomes someone you knew, and someone you love, becomes someone you hate. The cheerful smile of mine had gone and maybe gone forever. Where is the man who can heal this fragile life?
