Monday, May 3, 2010

First blog of 2010

03/05/2010  Monday

Hello peeps, the lazy bugs is back! My bloggie have been dead for the past few month since October of 2009. It was due to the heavy tasks that i have to work on it which couldn't be omitted. Well, the super short mid-term break had over and here the hell has begun. Didn't manage to get a wink of sleep at all last night. Feeling super tired and sleepy right now but still wanna blog a little before i go to the bed. Anyway, i'm back to Singapore now. Having mixed feeling, was missing certain things there in Pontian but i'm not sure what i'm really missing too. Maybe i'm so used with the freedom i have there and always being around with friend where i can be myself. 

Yesterday was an awful day for me. When i'm not fully recover from my sick yet, here comes the 'outstation of blessing'. I got tanned by the sun and it caused me sun-burned. My skin has become darker and darker day to day. Oh i hate it! Anyway, this first week of classes are quite relaxing where there are no tutorials for the first week of class. Woohoo~

I miss you so much. Wondering if you know or do you feel the same. When i totally lost control over my emotions, fear and mixed feeling started to rule. I think i know deep inside, i would pause and hesitate a moment, all i have to do is to admit and face it. XD