Sunday, October 6, 2013
Thursday, March 15, 2012
原來這才是真正的心痛
當你，
看懂一件事，你長大了
看清一件事，你開竅了
看破一件事，你理性了
看透一件事，你成熟了
看穿一件事，你到頭了
看淡一件事，你也就放下了...
Good night loves :)
Ending xoxo :x
看懂一件事，你長大了
看清一件事，你開竅了
看破一件事，你理性了
看透一件事，你成熟了
看穿一件事，你到頭了
看淡一件事，你也就放下了...
Good night loves :)
Ending xoxo :x
Sunday, April 24, 2011
伤痛
试着用左手握住右手，给了自己最简单的温暖, 不会再奢求别人的给予，开始学着自己给自己。爱上一个人并不可怕， 怕的是一发不可收拾，分手了并不可怕，怕的是还放不下。有些心事只能自言自语，有些秘密只能讲给朋友，有些痛苦只能默默承受，自己还是要靠自己拯救。
什么时候睡觉醒来没有你的早安信息，什么时候睡觉前没有你的晚安信息什么时候在生病的时候没人来提醒自己一定要吃药...
我记得你的手掌是温暖的，你曾说爱我。我们兜兜转转走了这么久又回到了这里, 我们曾执手说好的甜蜜誓言被你敲碎了。我也学会了淡忘
爱与喜欢，不过是一场自顾自的执着。
但我爱你， 爱了整整一个曾经。
什么时候睡觉醒来没有你的早安信息，什么时候睡觉前没有你的晚安信息什么时候在生病的时候没人来提醒自己一定要吃药...
我记得你的手掌是温暖的，你曾说爱我。我们兜兜转转走了这么久又回到了这里, 我们曾执手说好的甜蜜誓言被你敲碎了。我也学会了淡忘
爱与喜欢，不过是一场自顾自的执着。
但我爱你， 爱了整整一个曾经。
Friday, April 22, 2011
Hell
Vomited like 3 times last night. That's explain why i'm feeling unwell today. Alcohol, my best companion ever.
When you're in love, you can't fall asleep,because reality is better than your dreams. But for my case, it's called insomnia. I tired, i sad, i cry, i sick. Might as well, i die. No matter how hard i try to control myself, the tears just tend to roll down by themselves.
I feel so hurt and miserable. it's all because of you. One moment was like heaven, and the next,hell. I may not have the prettiest face for you to look at, or the skinniest waist for you to hold, but i always have the biggest heart to love you with. I really do. But since though, why are you hurting me? Why why why?
The thought of bringing you to somewhere very picturesque,
The thought of admiring the night view from the top of a hill with you,
The thought of saving and buying something that you really like.
The thoughts of everything I have in mind,you don't even know half of it. But yeah, it is not important now because those thoughts have completely vanished.
I need another story,something to get off my chest.
Tired of everything,
my heart is broken
all i do is cry
Please, end this suffering
My eyes are tired, they were both swollen, it's time for them to rest :(
When you're in love, you can't fall asleep,because reality is better than your dreams. But for my case, it's called insomnia. I tired, i sad, i cry, i sick. Might as well, i die. No matter how hard i try to control myself, the tears just tend to roll down by themselves.
I feel so hurt and miserable. it's all because of you. One moment was like heaven, and the next,hell. I may not have the prettiest face for you to look at, or the skinniest waist for you to hold, but i always have the biggest heart to love you with. I really do. But since though, why are you hurting me? Why why why?
The thought of bringing you to somewhere very picturesque,
The thought of admiring the night view from the top of a hill with you,
The thought of saving and buying something that you really like.
The thoughts of everything I have in mind,you don't even know half of it. But yeah, it is not important now because those thoughts have completely vanished.
I need another story,something to get off my chest.
Tired of everything,
my heart is broken
all i do is cry
Please, end this suffering
My eyes are tired, they were both swollen, it's time for them to rest :(
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Things never get better
It's all about ups and down. You're just killing me softly. A speechless me just walk alone in the night because there is nothing much i can do. I know what's going on and you're making me like a fool.
And so, I came across a song just now. I can't help but think what if, what if. I'm aware of how much things have changed compared to the past. I'm always hoping that everything will be good all over again. I know it's tough. Because it's all so different now. The things I've decided on, there is a very rare chance on me going back on it. Sometimes yeah, I do get the feeling. The feeling where you feel really insecure, thinking if you would regret doing the things you did.
Behind a person's smile, a person's laughter, a person's joy - there could be more pain than imagined. Don't be surprised someone unexpected will just break down out of nowhere. You don't know where they're from, how they have lived their life. They're human also - with fears; with reasons to cry. "
Go ahead, spending time chit-chatting/msn/text with girls where you always told me that you're busy with your stuff. So yeah your stuff are the girls. You spent almost all the time to chat with her, but you've got no time for your gf. It's late at night yet i'm going home alone. Boarding bus and walking on the corridor with fear and tears where there are cockroaches all over. It feels like you cut me wide open, watched me bleed bit by bit, and left me to die there alone. I know that you won't be seeing this. But, this is for you, for the answer that you could not find in me today.
You know how much I appreciate you. But some things are better left unsaid.
xoxo
And so, I came across a song just now. I can't help but think what if, what if. I'm aware of how much things have changed compared to the past. I'm always hoping that everything will be good all over again. I know it's tough. Because it's all so different now. The things I've decided on, there is a very rare chance on me going back on it. Sometimes yeah, I do get the feeling. The feeling where you feel really insecure, thinking if you would regret doing the things you did.
Behind a person's smile, a person's laughter, a person's joy - there could be more pain than imagined. Don't be surprised someone unexpected will just break down out of nowhere. You don't know where they're from, how they have lived their life. They're human also - with fears; with reasons to cry. "
Go ahead, spending time chit-chatting/msn/text with girls where you always told me that you're busy with your stuff. So yeah your stuff are the girls. You spent almost all the time to chat with her, but you've got no time for your gf. It's late at night yet i'm going home alone. Boarding bus and walking on the corridor with fear and tears where there are cockroaches all over. It feels like you cut me wide open, watched me bleed bit by bit, and left me to die there alone. I know that you won't be seeing this. But, this is for you, for the answer that you could not find in me today.
You know how much I appreciate you. But some things are better left unsaid.
xoxo
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
不起眼的小草
我很累 一直没有人能够懂我 我很不开心 就连最亲密的你也不懂
我习惯了假装坚强，习惯了一个人面对所有
我不知道自己到底想怎样
有时候
我可以很开心的和每个人说话 可以很放肆
可是没有人知道那不过是伪装 很刻意的伪装
我可以让自己假装得很快乐很快乐
可是却找不到快乐的源泉 只会让自己傻笑
现在的我
不习惯把事跟别人说 因为我不习惯别人用可怜的眼光看我
其实，我很珍惜身边的所有人
只是爱你的压力让我善于遗忘 把那些记忆通通遗忘
我以为遗忘可以让自己快乐起来
可我感觉到的却是更多的寂寞
黑夜来袭 周围的空气很躁
一个人坐在窗前 对着窗外的租屋发呆
也不知道自己在想什么
怀念过去 仅此而已
即使心里有好多事 我也宁愿憋在心里
不是我不愿说 而是我疲惫了 最多也只能写写部落格
就算说出来也改变不了什么 换来的只是泪水与寂寞
还有你的烦躁与叹气
我不再喜欢追逐打闹 却很想和以前一样活蹦乱跳 开怀大笑
我沉默的不再爱说话 却很想找你倾诉所有
我喜欢在很静很静的黑夜 关了灯让寂寞把我包裹 但却又害怕黑暗
你对我的爱 保存期限到底有多久 截至日期到底是何时
以前的我常常为你掉泪 不知什么时候开始我已不再为你流泪
而今天不争气的我 脸上又挂着两行咸咸的泪水
我讨厌你对我的不谅解 讨厌我不是你唯一一个可以倾诉心事的对象
我输了 哪一天我心脏负荷不了 就是我离开的时候
心很痛很痛 我连你一个朋友都比不上 就连你要回国也不想让我知道
你的点点滴滴我什么都不懂 我很努力很努力想给你快乐
但是换来的只有不开心 原来
我只是根不起眼的小草
我习惯了假装坚强，习惯了一个人面对所有
我不知道自己到底想怎样
有时候
我可以很开心的和每个人说话 可以很放肆
可是没有人知道那不过是伪装 很刻意的伪装
我可以让自己假装得很快乐很快乐
可是却找不到快乐的源泉 只会让自己傻笑
现在的我
不习惯把事跟别人说 因为我不习惯别人用可怜的眼光看我
其实，我很珍惜身边的所有人
只是爱你的压力让我善于遗忘 把那些记忆通通遗忘
我以为遗忘可以让自己快乐起来
可我感觉到的却是更多的寂寞
黑夜来袭 周围的空气很躁
一个人坐在窗前 对着窗外的租屋发呆
也不知道自己在想什么
怀念过去 仅此而已
即使心里有好多事 我也宁愿憋在心里
不是我不愿说 而是我疲惫了 最多也只能写写部落格
就算说出来也改变不了什么 换来的只是泪水与寂寞
还有你的烦躁与叹气
我不再喜欢追逐打闹 却很想和以前一样活蹦乱跳 开怀大笑
我沉默的不再爱说话 却很想找你倾诉所有
我喜欢在很静很静的黑夜 关了灯让寂寞把我包裹 但却又害怕黑暗
你对我的爱 保存期限到底有多久 截至日期到底是何时
以前的我常常为你掉泪 不知什么时候开始我已不再为你流泪
而今天不争气的我 脸上又挂着两行咸咸的泪水
我讨厌你对我的不谅解 讨厌我不是你唯一一个可以倾诉心事的对象
我输了 哪一天我心脏负荷不了 就是我离开的时候
心很痛很痛 我连你一个朋友都比不上 就连你要回国也不想让我知道
你的点点滴滴我什么都不懂 我很努力很努力想给你快乐
但是换来的只有不开心 原来
我只是根不起眼的小草
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
范瑋琪-Love & FanFan 最重要的決定 MV
我常在想應該再也找不到
任何人像你對我那麼好
好到我的家人也被照料
我的朋友還為你撐腰
你還是有一堆毛病改不掉
拗起來氣得仙女都跳腳
可是人生完美的事太少
我們不能什麼都想要
你是我最重要的決定
我願意 每天在你身邊甦醒
就連吵架也很過癮 不會冷冰
因為真愛沒有輸贏 只有親密
你是我最重要的決定
我願意 打破對未知的恐懼
就算流淚也能放晴 將心比心
因為幸福沒有捷徑 只有經營
你是我最重要的決定
我願意 每天在你身邊甦醒
就連吵架也很過癮 不會冷冰
因為真愛沒有輸贏 只有親密
你是我最重要的決定
我願意 打破對未知的恐懼
就算流淚也能放晴 將心比心
因為幸福沒有捷徑 只有經營
幸福的一对- 祝福范范与黑人
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